working life

working life is not really bad i guess. since i work at STMicroelectronic as a planner, i feel that my life has been completed. i know it is too early to say that,but i just being an optimistic person. i know working is not an easy thing, i want to start my new life and i need to face any kind of situation. what can i say is i need to be strong and independent. this is the time that i need to build my career and life. i’m far from my family and friends. i need to adapt with the environment and the new social life here. trust me, it is not an easy thing..

lucky me, all my colleague and my house mates are so nice. but i think the work is too pressure i guess..anyway, i accept it as a challenge..there are so much thing that i need to learn. sometimes when i’m alone, i miss my friends, i miss my student life but i know everyone is moving on because we are an adult.hehe.

~always counting the days to meet him

token of appreciation

WONDERFUL LIFE – korean drama

the story about two couple which accidentally slept together because they were drunk. and the girl discovered she was pregnant but the guy didn’t know until one day..the girl’s sister show the baby to the guy’s family. both parents forced them to get married. at first they don’t agree, but for the baby’s sake..they agree to get married without love.

after a few years, the baby grows up and she diagnosed leukemia. from there, her parents face all the responsibilities and they do anything to be strong for their child. although, at first they think the baby was a mistake but in the end the baby make their love more stronger..

ONE LITTER OF TEARS – japanese drama

this story based on a true story. a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. she was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon-to-be high schooler.

However, odd things have been happening to Aya . She has been falling down often and walks strange. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration. it is a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least.

Aya is a very strong girl..she never give up to live. too many sacrifice from her family and it’s so hard to see they struggled to be strong although they know that Aya can’t be healed.

~both of the stories make me cry like a baby..i can’t stop my tears when i watched them because they still want to survive and appreciate their lives. and i can’t understand why there are many people still want to commit suicide…just appreciate what u have in your life.

marriage

last week was a big day for my friends..FARAH and CASPER..congrats to u guys..may ALLAH bless your relationship..i was glad that i can helped u guys on your wedding..that was the least i can do as a friend. talking about marriage..it is like goosebumps..!!that is when u share your world with the person u love for the rest of your life. in marriage, u must have ability to tolerance, understand, trust and love.

every women want to get married..but it’s difference for a men. me n my girlfriend had this one conversation..why men always keep away from the topic “marriage”?are they afraid to commit?are they afraid to have fun with their friends after they get married?still, all women can’t answer this question..we just need to wait until they are ready..

~Love is a temporary insanity, curable by marriage.

unemployed graduates

i just finished my studies…rite now,i’m just waiting my result on 25 nov..i hope everything is ok.i’m not confident with my final year project..=(
i went to the career fair last week at PWTC. there were so many people who looking for the job.oh dear god, how i want to get the job among million of graduates..it all depends on the luck i guess.

while waiting for the result, i spent most of my time in front of computer..looking for a job via jobstreet..owh yeah, i also watched all the barbie’s movies. they are so beautiful and the story full of fantasy. i love all the movies because they inspire me to be a quality person. i think the story suites for all the adult instead for the kids.hehe.

~sometimes fairy tales good for your brain…

the climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

i have a dream

before i start working..i have set some plan for my future..
first – i need to finish my studies, and then i will find a job..after 6 month if i do not get any job, i will doing master. but since i working i know how much important the experience and technical skill. it’s been 5 years i torture my brain with all the theories and i feels like ZERO when i visit the site. it’s frustrated..thanx to all the technician and the chargeman..they are not tired to explain what the hell is all about. even though i think i have asked the same question over and over again..

i’m not saying all the theories is not important, but as an engineer..u need to know what is going on at the site. so that, people will respect you and they do not cheating on u..so i might be change my plan, but i’m not so sure either i want to continue my master or not…but the dreams that i definitely sure is i want to open tuition centre or kindegarten…hehehe (YA ALLAH..help my dreams come true please..amin)

human being

i am at my home rite now..i take my day off because i feel so weak this early morning. i got flu and headache at the same time. i msg payet that i’m not going to work today.
i woke up at 11 am. i took a bath and i ate breakfast. as usual, i cooked the lunch for my brother and sister. after that, i watch “SAW” ( all of them). what a disgusting and scary movie, but it is very intresting movie.
because it teaches people to appreciate the life and how to be a grateful
person.
people always make mistakes and they do deserve a second chance.
in that story, the director want to say that people never change.
people will change..they will change if we give a chance for them to change..doesn’t mind how long it will take for them to change but i believe all the human being are kind hearted from the start.

~i always make mistakes

INTERNSHIP

it’s been a long time that i didn’t update my blog…
what a new story? emm..i have start my internship…yeah!
i am doing my intern at one of the GLC company named Malaysia Airport Berhad (MAB)..so far so good..all the people were so nice to me since i’m the only girl at the department.
i got the opportunity to go to the airfield which all the flight will arrive and depart at the runaway…
i am so lucky because the office is just 10 minutes from my house.
thank god! so many things that i’ve learnt since i’m doing my intern..
working is not fun as i think. i miss my study and friends…however, i need to face all this kind of situation, to survive..we need to earn money..to earn money..we need to work..ok, sound as simple as ABC
but this is life..we need to be the best and i’ll try my best…gambate!

i need it because i love my life

there’s so much thing i need to do in this life..but..there’s always but..sometimes it’s just all about time and situation. as a student i still need to finish my studies and i hope after my graduation i can straight find a job..have fun??i can have fun anywhere at anytime..i can have fun even when i am alone..=) what is more important when u have a career and stable financial..when u have enough money, u can go everywhere..look like i am a materialistic person?yes, i admit it..i love money..everyone loves money..no money no talk..but it’s not mean u can buy everything in this world with your money..so, viel gluck!

~what is my life if I am no longer useful to others?~

wish list

i want to be a good girl

i want to make my parents proud with me

i want to be a successful carrier woman

i want to be a good wife and loving mother

i want to be someone that can contribute something to her religion and country

~this is all i need..