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~ordinary girl with a beautiful life~


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sekelip mata engkau hilang, seluruh pelusuk ku cari..
setinggi mana engkau membawa diri akan aku daki..
sedalam mana kau cuba menyembunyi akan ku selami..

~Dear God, pls make my heart strong…i’m done with crying.


For The Rest Of My Life – Maher Zain

i love this song. the lyrics make me crying. thank you sayang for this song. i really2 appreciated it.


why is so hard to find a pure love in this world? i heard so many unfaithful love around me. the husband married another woman, the girlfriend have another scandal behind her lover, the wife is crazy with another man..

one of my girl said to me that u cannot trust a guy easily because u will get hurt in the end. i do agree what she said. i admit that men is the most ignorance creatures in the world. they usually don’t understand what love is about.

but what about the women who are cheating to their partner? if u have someone that love u so much, why do u need to find another guy who treat u like shit? why don’t u appreciate what u have? u know there are so many girls out there who is looking someone to love them. doesn’t mean u have a beautiful face u can get any guy in this world.

until one day i asked one of my friends, why she need to have someone else besides her boyfriend? and then she said that her boyfriend used to have another girl behind her back, when she devoted her love to him, the boy got some feelings to another girl.. there is how it goes. i know deep down her heart still hurting and she still love her boyfriend because i can see she tried to hold her tears.

see, u never know how much meaning of LOVE from the eye of a woman. we just need some attention from u. we don’t care about your face, your money, your popularity..what we want is your love. we will chase u while we still have a heart, but one day.. when we are tired, we will stop. stop loving u.


i just try to be a woman for u..but i can’t, i guess i’m still a girl who always feeling insecure…

working life

working life is not really bad i guess. since i work at STMicroelectronic as a planner, i feel that my life has been completed. i know it is too early to say that,but i just being an optimistic person. i know working is not an easy thing, i want to start my new life and i need to face any kind of situation. what can i say is i need to be strong and independent. this is the time that i need to build my career and life. i’m far from my family and friends. i need to adapt with the environment and the new social life here. trust me, it is not an easy thing..

lucky me, all my colleague and my house mates are so nice. but i think the work is too pressure i guess..anyway, i accept it as a challenge..there are so much thing that i need to learn. sometimes when i’m alone, i miss my friends, i miss my student life but i know everyone is moving on because we are an adult.hehe.

~always counting the days to meet him

token of appreciation

WONDERFUL LIFE – korean drama

the story about two couple which accidentally slept together because they were drunk. and the girl discovered she was pregnant but the guy didn’t know until one day..the girl’s sister show the baby to the guy’s family. both parents forced them to get married. at first they don’t agree, but for the baby’s sake..they agree to get married without love.

after a few years, the baby grows up and she diagnosed leukemia. from there, her parents face all the responsibilities and they do anything to be strong for their child. although, at first they think the baby was a mistake but in the end the baby make their love more stronger..

ONE LITTER OF TEARS – japanese drama

this story based on a true story. a girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. she was an ordinary girl, the daughter of a family who works at a tofu shop, and a soon-to-be high schooler.

However, odd things have been happening to Aya . She has been falling down often and walks strange. Her mother, Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration. it is a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least.

Aya is a very strong girl..she never give up to live. too many sacrifice from her family and it’s so hard to see they struggled to be strong although they know that Aya can’t be healed.

~both of the stories make me cry like a baby..i can’t stop my tears when i watched them because they still want to survive and appreciate their lives. and i can’t understand why there are many people still want to commit suicide…just appreciate what u have in your life.

a word



1) Women do NOT want an honest answer to the question, ‘How do I look?’

2) Women do NOT want an honest answer to the question, ‘Is that girl good looking?’

3) The two highest IQ’s ever recorded (on a standard test) both belong to women.

4) Women don’t need sex as often as men do. This is because sex is more physical for men and more emotional for women. Just knowing that the man wants to have sex with them fulfills the emotional need.

5) Women are never wrong. Apologizing is the man’s responsibility.

6) When a woman answers, “I’m fine, ” after a few seconds, she is not fine.

7) If a man goes on a seven-day trip, he’ll pack five days worth of clothes and will wear some things twice; if a woman goes on a seven-day trip she’ll pack 21 outfits because she doesn’t know what she’ll feel like wearing each day.

8) It’s cool to be a daddy’s girl. It’s sad to be a mommy’s boy.

9) Women never have anything to wear. Don’t question the racks of clothes in the closet; you “just don’t understand”.

10) Women always go to public restrooms in groups. It gives them a chance to gossip.

11) Women do not know anything about cars. “Oil-stick, oil doesn’t stick?”

12) Women are insecure about their weight, butt and breast sizes.

13) Men can never catch women checking out other men, women will always catch men checking out other women.



you will never know that i’m hurting…it’s frustrating..


last week was a big day for my friends..FARAH and CASPER..congrats to u guys..may ALLAH bless your relationship..i was glad that i can helped u guys on your wedding..that was the least i can do as a friend. talking about is like goosebumps..!!that is when u share your world with the person u love for the rest of your life. in marriage, u must have ability to tolerance, understand, trust and love.

every women want to get married..but it’s difference for a men. me n my girlfriend had this one conversation..why men always keep away from the topic “marriage”?are they afraid to commit?are they afraid to have fun with their friends after they get married?still, all women can’t answer this question..we just need to wait until they are ready..

~Love is a temporary insanity, curable by marriage.