1st anniversary


~thank you baby..i love you.


unemployed graduates

i just finished my studies…rite now,i’m just waiting my result on 25 nov..i hope everything is ok.i’m not confident with my final year project..=(
i went to the career fair last week at PWTC. there were so many people who looking for the job.oh dear god, how i want to get the job among million of graduates..it all depends on the luck i guess.

while waiting for the result, i spent most of my time in front of computer..looking for a job via jobstreet..owh yeah, i also watched all the barbie’s movies. they are so beautiful and the story full of fantasy. i love all the movies because they inspire me to be a quality person. i think the story suites for all the adult instead for the kids.hehe.

~sometimes fairy tales good for your brain…

michael jackson

in memory~ 1958 – 2009

Mikael..rest in peace
you such a great person
may ALLAH bless u..


the climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

i have a dream

before i start working..i have set some plan for my future..
first – i need to finish my studies, and then i will find a job..after 6 month if i do not get any job, i will doing master. but since i working i know how much important the experience and technical skill. it’s been 5 years i torture my brain with all the theories and i feels like ZERO when i visit the site. it’s frustrated..thanx to all the technician and the chargeman..they are not tired to explain what the hell is all about. even though i think i have asked the same question over and over again..

i’m not saying all the theories is not important, but as an engineer..u need to know what is going on at the site. so that, people will respect you and they do not cheating on u..so i might be change my plan, but i’m not so sure either i want to continue my master or not…but the dreams that i definitely sure is i want to open tuition centre or kindegarten…hehehe (YA ALLAH..help my dreams come true please..amin)

apologize (tribute to my EX BF)

i was thinking… the person that i really wanted to apologize is my EX BOYFRIEND..

i am so sorry what i have done to you..i broke your heart..i was being rude to you. all i think was… u will thanked to me one day

to be frankly, you are very kind and funny guy.. but the problem is me, i care about u but i’m not in love with u. i like to be with u but i don’t want to be your life. i felt very guilty when i leave u but i wasn’t regret my decision.
now, u have found your own soulmate and you’re very happy with her. i told u..and thanx to you because i also met my mr. right and he teaches me what is the true love about. i hope u can forgive me dude.

~GOD knows everything what HE did.

human being

i am at my home rite now..i take my day off because i feel so weak this early morning. i got flu and headache at the same time. i msg payet that i’m not going to work today.
i woke up at 11 am. i took a bath and i ate breakfast. as usual, i cooked the lunch for my brother and sister. after that, i watch “SAW” ( all of them). what a disgusting and scary movie, but it is very intresting movie.
because it teaches people to appreciate the life and how to be a grateful
people always make mistakes and they do deserve a second chance.
in that story, the director want to say that people never change.
people will change..they will change if we give a chance for them to change..doesn’t mind how long it will take for them to change but i believe all the human being are kind hearted from the start.

~i always make mistakes

untuk khairul amin

hey sayang..

thank you for your love

thank you for your patience

thank you for accept all my weakness

thank you for make me the luckiest girl in the world

thank you for the protection

thank you for the advices

thank you for the laugh, smile, tease, hugs, kisses

thank you for all the happiness

~ you’re the best!

p.s i love u

i miss u dear

~I adore him..I have never been so happy. I have real love.~

quotes by : Princess of Wales Diana

i guess i can feel what are u feel princess..=)


it’s been a long time that i didn’t update my blog…
what a new story? emm..i have start my internship…yeah!
i am doing my intern at one of the GLC company named Malaysia Airport Berhad (MAB)..so far so good..all the people were so nice to me since i’m the only girl at the department.
i got the opportunity to go to the airfield which all the flight will arrive and depart at the runaway…
i am so lucky because the office is just 10 minutes from my house.
thank god! so many things that i’ve learnt since i’m doing my intern..
working is not fun as i think. i miss my study and friends…however, i need to face all this kind of situation, to survive..we need to earn money..to earn money..we need to work..ok, sound as simple as ABC
but this is life..we need to be the best and i’ll try my best…gambate!